So guys... sounds so familiar? If you're my loyal reader from the start you will know "The Only Reason for My Extra Existence", read it here. So, as the title says... NO MORE reason... and wanna know why?
Spoiler Alert!
It's a long letter for him... so if you don't care just don't read it, but i recommend you to read and give me some comments, i really need FRIENDS today.
Pride no longer has room in me
On bended knees in public I cry
Your name for everyone to know that I love you, I love you
Please hear me now
he once told me this line from KISMET of Silent Sanctuary... now do it if you mean it!
This is for Mr. Rochester A. Perez
I would like to take this opportunity to say some last words for you... since I don't have plans to talk to you anymore(except in some cases). I don't regret the past, when you still love me. Even though you've made a scar on my heart, I'll never forget the things that you've made for me, whether they're good or bad. You've been my best friend, my knight in shining armor, my brother, my father. You've been one of the greatest persons i've ever known, you're the sweetest guy that i know, you cared for me so much. Until the time that you've said bad words about me.
I haven't imagined such thing, even in my dreams they never visited. I thought you already know me best. But no! you didn't even know that I can't hurt you through words, or that I can't say bad things about any persons especially when i know them personally, hindi ako marunong manlait!, you didn't even know that I can just eat my pride just for us to be ok... except for now that it's worst!
You do not know about anything!!! You do not know that I've believed that we can be forever. You don't know who is Cheian Alvha Roione or Cheian Alberth Roule. You do not know that everytime you ask me "Do you love me?", my answer is YES but I can't say cause I wonder why can't you feel it. You don't know that I can sacrifice anything for you... I dont need overnights, IT nights, outdoor acyivities, just YOU! You do not know about my plans, and how it was ruined now. you do not know that I want "The only reason for my extra existense" be permanent because it's for you, it's for us, for our memories, and that when the time comes, we will both reminisce it... together. But it's all ruined now!
I don't know if i can still forgive you, but i will never forget what you've done. I hope, this is just a nightmare. Because of you... I'm not anymore believing any happily-ever-afters or fairytales, because of you... YOU who told me before that "I want you to be my wife, beside you is where i want to be... and I WILL NEVER HURT YOU, I PROMISE". I hope if you ever read this you will regret everything you've done to me. I don't want to have revenge or something but you are forcing me to.
Wednesday, December 22, 2010 | 7:01 PM | 2 comments
No, I'm not going to talk about Harry Potter nor Beedle the Bard . I'm going to talk about our new puppies! Yes! Puppies. Last December 15, I was shocked for I heard something like "Meow" I thought it was Carla's Kittys, Carla is our Cat and she's preggy too. But when I found where the sound came from. I found out that Angel gave birth to FOUR PUPPIES! and guess what, they're all boys! :o haha. But of course, we'll be giving one of them to Chester, and that is the puppy who has shade of brown! though it's the cutest of all, he decided to name it Dobby. and here comes the Three Peverell Brothers, we're going to name the three puppies with Ignotus, Cadmus and Antioch.
Pheew! Uhm... my blog's kinda improving.hoho.I really really hope that we can have internet in ourhome na.so that i can edit everything in this blog.err
topic now.this day is the happiest day for me for this week(first week of classes).it's not because chester's absent, haha. Oh well, chester's a friend of mine.a very close friend of mine :p. The reason of my happiness is because of the activity we've had in filipino. It's like knowing yourself by your closefriends/classmates.ayun dikit-dikit ng bond paper at the back then they/we wrote negative or positive attitudes at each other's paper.I'm surprised on what they wrote.
Payat!Mahilig sa kape.Err if you only knew why! hahahaha and Mag....Can't continue! haha.it's kinda censored! err :/ 'twas written by one of my closest friend and SHE'S of course a girl.
wiw.congratz chester for your new job.i hope we could also work on that UNO thing you are talking about
So guys... sounds so familiar? If you're my loyal reader from the start you will know "The Only Reason for My Extra Existence", read it here. So, as the title says... NO MORE reason... and wanna know why?
Spoiler Alert!
It's a long letter for him... so if you don't care just don't read it, but i recommend you to read and give me some comments, i really need FRIENDS today.
Pride no longer has room in me
On bended knees in public I cry
Your name for everyone to know that I love you, I love you
Please hear me now
he once told me this line from KISMET of Silent Sanctuary... now do it if you mean it!
This is for Mr. Rochester A. Perez
I would like to take this opportunity to say some last words for you... since I don't have plans to talk to you anymore(except in some cases). I don't regret the past, when you still love me. Even though you've made a scar on my heart, I'll never forget the things that you've made for me, whether they're good or bad. You've been my best friend, my knight in shining armor, my brother, my father. You've been one of the greatest persons i've ever known, you're the sweetest guy that i know, you cared for me so much. Until the time that you've said bad words about me.
I haven't imagined such thing, even in my dreams they never visited. I thought you already know me best. But no! you didn't even know that I can't hurt you through words, or that I can't say bad things about any persons especially when i know them personally, hindi ako marunong manlait!, you didn't even know that I can just eat my pride just for us to be ok... except for now that it's worst!
You do not know about anything!!! You do not know that I've believed that we can be forever. You don't know who is Cheian Alvha Roione or Cheian Alberth Roule. You do not know that everytime you ask me "Do you love me?", my answer is YES but I can't say cause I wonder why can't you feel it. You don't know that I can sacrifice anything for you... I dont need overnights, IT nights, outdoor acyivities, just YOU! You do not know about my plans, and how it was ruined now. you do not know that I want "The only reason for my extra existense" be permanent because it's for you, it's for us, for our memories, and that when the time comes, we will both reminisce it... together. But it's all ruined now!
I don't know if i can still forgive you, but i will never forget what you've done. I hope, this is just a nightmare. Because of you... I'm not anymore believing any happily-ever-afters or fairytales, because of you... YOU who told me before that "I want you to be my wife, beside you is where i want to be... and I WILL NEVER HURT YOU, I PROMISE". I hope if you ever read this you will regret everything you've done to me. I don't want to have revenge or something but you are forcing me to.
Wednesday, December 22, 2010 | 7:01 PM | 2comments
No, I'm not going to talk about Harry Potter nor Beedle the Bard . I'm going to talk about our new puppies! Yes! Puppies. Last December 15, I was shocked for I heard something like "Meow" I thought it was Carla's Kittys, Carla is our Cat and she's preggy too. But when I found where the sound came from. I found out that Angel gave birth to FOUR PUPPIES! and guess what, they're all boys! :o haha. But of course, we'll be giving one of them to Chester, and that is the puppy who has shade of brown! though it's the cutest of all, he decided to name it Dobby. and here comes the Three Peverell Brothers, we're going to name the three puppies with Ignotus, Cadmus and Antioch.
Pheew! Uhm... my blog's kinda improving.hoho.I really really hope that we can have internet in ourhome na.so that i can edit everything in this blog.err
topic now.this day is the happiest day for me for this week(first week of classes).it's not because chester's absent, haha. Oh well, chester's a friend of mine.a very close friend of mine :p. The reason of my happiness is because of the activity we've had in filipino. It's like knowing yourself by your closefriends/classmates.ayun dikit-dikit ng bond paper at the back then they/we wrote negative or positive attitudes at each other's paper.I'm surprised on what they wrote.
Payat!Mahilig sa kape.Err if you only knew why! hahahaha and Mag....Can't continue! haha.it's kinda censored! err :/ 'twas written by one of my closest friend and SHE'S of course a girl.
wiw.congratz chester for your new job.i hope we could also work on that UNO thing you are talking about
