I write stories, and I'm still aware of that. But I was surprised a month ago that I've been able to write a song, that was April 20, 2013-- 11:55 PM to April 21, 2013-- 04:21 PM. I was crying when I started writing this song which doesn't have a title yet:
Obviously, when I wrote it... I felt... sad. I finished writing it December 30, 2012-- 12:50 PM.
Both songs have melodies already.
Then last May 15, 2013. I finished writing a poem. I don't know when did I start writing it... in my mind. I was just repeating the lines in my mind days ago then I've decided to write it on paper and finished it 11:44 PM.
AGAIN... untitled.
When you cross my mind I feel so happy,
and there's sadness at the very same time
How can I say that in your heart I didn't win,
if all along there was no fight?
Will you not forget about us dear,
even if we never had mem'ries at all?
Maybe there was and it was just me,
and that was only when I was alone.
LOL.
Then just yesterday... finally it has a title...
It Will Only Be...
Just this period of time that I'll be sad Everything will be very fine one day Rest of my years will not be bad Once I learn to forget that's what they say Maybe I've lost some things I had Even the bests but i'll be okay.
Labels: composition, poem, sad, song
MEcoy said on
May 18, 2013 at 1:15 PM
well you really have the passion for music do you!
dpat my sample audio na para mas dama ko! parang lalim ng pinaghuhugutan mo sa mga songs na yan
Xian said on
May 20, 2013 at 4:38 AM
I envy those people who can instantly make a song, story or poem X3 Because I can't do that! LOL! You're talented! Keep it up!
PS: I nominated you :D This time it's a different award :D heehee~
Mia said on
May 22, 2013 at 9:37 AM
I feel you sis. Sometimes the gloomiest of moods just hits our inspiration button. I used to write songs and stories too, but I sort of lost it. LOL I don't think I could ever write another song right now. I really liked your lyrics though. Would be better if you could upload a sample of you singing hihihihi number 1 fan here! :D
Penda Penn said on
May 22, 2013 at 2:04 PM
if you write promising songs like this, i guess i'm going to start wishing you be sad all the time. HAHAHA. but anyway, i think i could relate to the first two lines of the first song
Who knows why I’m smiling?
Who knows that my heart’s beating?
i am ashamed to even admit this to you aian, i've felt that even when i didn't--couldn't--allow myself. lol, am i even making sense?
even so, i hope you keep on writing songs, and post them on youtube~ i'll even subscribe to your channel because you're awesome!
missed you!
lots of lovin'
www.ohpenda.com
Miss Ish said on
May 29, 2013 at 12:13 AM
Can you sing this for us aian? Post it in youtube or soundcloud maybe? The lyrics in only half of the song anyway.
Elilea said on
June 1, 2013 at 12:46 AM
I don't have the talent for music. I envy you for having such a nice voice. Sing for us , please? *insert puppy eyes*
Kate said on
August 26, 2013 at 12:21 AM
I don't have any idea what inspired you to write sad songs like these pero a part of me says that I can relate. I just want to copy your lyrics and send it to someone and blah blah blah. Haha Papakinggan ko 'to. ;)
