I just want to say that i'm very happy for all of these things: (pictures will explain)
i know that she's also replying to her other fans but rarely(especially on twitter) so i can say that i'm so lucky that she notices me... the first time she retweeted my tweet, i'm like... OMG! ma... she retweeted it!!! GAWD im can die tomorrow. haha ok oa right??? but really, im so kilig!
my title's not even half related to my post, i just feel to entitle this Doo-Woops since i'm listening to Bruno Mars' Runaway Baby from his album DooWoops...
I'm gonna update yall with my last week's activities, I've been off for 1 week because of my business and busyness, see? I have lots of requirements to acomplish... and i feel so exhausted. Ok start of the update...
BulSu Promising Pop Superstar:August 5, 2011
Me and Kuya Kirby(my irregular classmate) tried to audition on the said competition, the audition was held for 3 days, unfortunately the available time is the last day, and we are 40 students all in all(just for that day) and there's only 8 available slots. Sadly we didn't qualified for the contest. I sang Jar Of Hearts and the judges said that it's not appropriate for the audition. I do think so... but I don't have anytime to think about it last week, I'm busy right?
Happy Legal Umi:August 6, 2011
It was held at eklavu resort I forgot the name of the resort, poor me... anyway it's my first time to sleep on other's home we didn't actually slept on umi's home but on the resort, it was themed hawaiian, so that's it! I won't forget that day... my first time to have an overnight andI'm with my highchool barkadas... it's full of fun, we slept at almost 2:30 and I still have classes on sunday, 8:00... I woke up at 6:20... and hurried to our home, without saying goodbye to my other friends.
I'm A Curly Girl in A Curly World :D
Got my hair curled... what do you think about my new hair???
Google Connect
You can now connect to my blog... just look on my sidebar.
I really appreciate the effort of those who read my last post, your comments helped me alot. I'm now thinking about my future, I'm now getting back to normal. Thank you so much!!!
So guys... sounds so familiar? If you're my loyal reader from the start you will know "The Only Reason for My Extra Existence", read it here. So, as the title says... NO MORE reason... and wanna know why?
Spoiler Alert!
It's a long letter for him... so if you don't care just don't read it, but i recommend you to read and give me some comments, i really need FRIENDS today.
Pride no longer has room in me
On bended knees in public I cry
Your name for everyone to know that I love you, I love you
Please hear me now
he once told me this line from KISMET of Silent Sanctuary... now do it if you mean it!
This is for Mr. Rochester A. Perez
I would like to take this opportunity to say some last words for you... since I don't have plans to talk to you anymore(except in some cases). I don't regret the past, when you still love me. Even though you've made a scar on my heart, I'll never forget the things that you've made for me, whether they're good or bad. You've been my best friend, my knight in shining armor, my brother, my father. You've been one of the greatest persons i've ever known, you're the sweetest guy that i know, you cared for me so much. Until the time that you've said bad words about me.
I haven't imagined such thing, even in my dreams they never visited. I thought you already know me best. But no! you didn't even know that I can't hurt you through words, or that I can't say bad things about any persons especially when i know them personally, hindi ako marunong manlait!, you didn't even know that I can just eat my pride just for us to be ok... except for now that it's worst!
You do not know about anything!!! You do not know that I've believed that we can be forever. You don't know who is Cheian Alvha Roione or Cheian Alberth Roule. You do not know that everytime you ask me "Do you love me?", my answer is YES but I can't say cause I wonder why can't you feel it. You don't know that I can sacrifice anything for you... I dont need overnights, IT nights, outdoor acyivities, just YOU! You do not know about my plans, and how it was ruined now. you do not know that I want "The only reason for my extra existense" be permanent because it's for you, it's for us, for our memories, and that when the time comes, we will both reminisce it... together. But it's all ruined now!
I don't know if i can still forgive you, but i will never forget what you've done. I hope, this is just a nightmare. Because of you... I'm not anymore believing any happily-ever-afters or fairytales, because of you... YOU who told me before that "I want you to be my wife, beside you is where i want to be... and I WILL NEVER HURT YOU, I PROMISE". I hope if you ever read this you will regret everything you've done to me. I don't want to have revenge or something but you are forcing me to.
I just want to say that i'm very happy for all of these things: (pictures will explain)
i know that she's also replying to her other fans but rarely(especially on twitter) so i can say that i'm so lucky that she notices me... the first time she retweeted my tweet, i'm like... OMG! ma... she retweeted it!!! GAWD im can die tomorrow. haha ok oa right??? but really, im so kilig!
my title's not even half related to my post, i just feel to entitle this Doo-Woops since i'm listening to Bruno Mars' Runaway Baby from his album DooWoops...
I'm gonna update yall with my last week's activities, I've been off for 1 week because of my business and busyness, see? I have lots of requirements to acomplish... and i feel so exhausted. Ok start of the update...
BulSu Promising Pop Superstar:August 5, 2011
Me and Kuya Kirby(my irregular classmate) tried to audition on the said competition, the audition was held for 3 days, unfortunately the available time is the last day, and we are 40 students all in all(just for that day) and there's only 8 available slots. Sadly we didn't qualified for the contest. I sang Jar Of Hearts and the judges said that it's not appropriate for the audition. I do think so... but I don't have anytime to think about it last week, I'm busy right?
Happy Legal Umi:August 6, 2011
It was held at eklavu resort I forgot the name of the resort, poor me... anyway it's my first time to sleep on other's home we didn't actually slept on umi's home but on the resort, it was themed hawaiian, so that's it! I won't forget that day... my first time to have an overnight andI'm with my highchool barkadas... it's full of fun, we slept at almost 2:30 and I still have classes on sunday, 8:00... I woke up at 6:20... and hurried to our home, without saying goodbye to my other friends.
I'm A Curly Girl in A Curly World :D
Got my hair curled... what do you think about my new hair???
Google Connect
You can now connect to my blog... just look on my sidebar.
I really appreciate the effort of those who read my last post, your comments helped me alot. I'm now thinking about my future, I'm now getting back to normal. Thank you so much!!!
So guys... sounds so familiar? If you're my loyal reader from the start you will know "The Only Reason for My Extra Existence", read it here. So, as the title says... NO MORE reason... and wanna know why?
Spoiler Alert!
It's a long letter for him... so if you don't care just don't read it, but i recommend you to read and give me some comments, i really need FRIENDS today.
Pride no longer has room in me
On bended knees in public I cry
Your name for everyone to know that I love you, I love you
Please hear me now
he once told me this line from KISMET of Silent Sanctuary... now do it if you mean it!
This is for Mr. Rochester A. Perez
I would like to take this opportunity to say some last words for you... since I don't have plans to talk to you anymore(except in some cases). I don't regret the past, when you still love me. Even though you've made a scar on my heart, I'll never forget the things that you've made for me, whether they're good or bad. You've been my best friend, my knight in shining armor, my brother, my father. You've been one of the greatest persons i've ever known, you're the sweetest guy that i know, you cared for me so much. Until the time that you've said bad words about me.
I haven't imagined such thing, even in my dreams they never visited. I thought you already know me best. But no! you didn't even know that I can't hurt you through words, or that I can't say bad things about any persons especially when i know them personally, hindi ako marunong manlait!, you didn't even know that I can just eat my pride just for us to be ok... except for now that it's worst!
You do not know about anything!!! You do not know that I've believed that we can be forever. You don't know who is Cheian Alvha Roione or Cheian Alberth Roule. You do not know that everytime you ask me "Do you love me?", my answer is YES but I can't say cause I wonder why can't you feel it. You don't know that I can sacrifice anything for you... I dont need overnights, IT nights, outdoor acyivities, just YOU! You do not know about my plans, and how it was ruined now. you do not know that I want "The only reason for my extra existense" be permanent because it's for you, it's for us, for our memories, and that when the time comes, we will both reminisce it... together. But it's all ruined now!
I don't know if i can still forgive you, but i will never forget what you've done. I hope, this is just a nightmare. Because of you... I'm not anymore believing any happily-ever-afters or fairytales, because of you... YOU who told me before that "I want you to be my wife, beside you is where i want to be... and I WILL NEVER HURT YOU, I PROMISE". I hope if you ever read this you will regret everything you've done to me. I don't want to have revenge or something but you are forcing me to.
